♫ When the summer ends,you have to fly toward a brighter future ♫
♫ Let the wind blow you into a whirlpool of love ♫
♫ My dear... ♫
♫ My dearest, Michelle ♫
♫ I'll learn to let myself let go and wish you well ♫
♫ Oh~ Michelle's first day ♫
♫ Oh~ You've already gone so far away ♫
♫ In the spring, we'll be ready to make trouble ♫
♫ In the fall, we'll start to reflect ♫
♫ In the times that we're hurt, we'll want to let go ♫
♫ When we're happy, we'll forget all our pains ♫
♫ In our times of success, we'll meet setbacks ♫
♫ In the midst of sadness, we'll learn to let go ♫
♫ When we feel unsure, we'll learn to be calm ♫
An Innocent MistakeEpisode 11
Dad!
Actually I have a very small regret in my heart.
I still don't know how to ride my bike.
Are you asking me to be your coach?
Can you?
Daddy!
Don't worry. All four limbs are where they're supposed to be.
We'll head back after getting som rest.
Your auntie, loves worrying for nothing.
It's not too bad. I thought Xiao En Zi En
would live a chauffeured life forever.
Xiao En, Zi En!
Come have some juice!- Okay!
Here, you have to drink it all, no complaining!
Thank you big brother.- You're welcome.
Thanks.
Thanks for what?
A precious weekend, and I pull you out here to be an assistant coach.
I didn't have plans anyway.
Why didn't you ask Man Qing out for a stroll?
She's probably still mad.
If she really is still mad, then you should be happy.
That means she cares about you, eh?
Dad, you're attitude is so positive.
Remember what I told you? "Like her likes."
I remember. Be more involved in club activities than mom. Right?
Man Qing doesn't have a dad.
I remember she brought it up with me.
She was jealous of other children who had a dad to teach them.
Man Qing doesn't know how to ride a bike?
Dad, can we go for another lap?- Sure.
Be careful!- Yeah!!
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I'll help you!
Aiyo, it's just a drink of water. What's there to help?
Go home now. You can't possibly concentrate here.
If I breathe slightly heavier, you'll jump up immediately.
I can't concentrate more if I go back.
I'm so sorry! There was traffic on the way!
What traffic? A certain someone boiled the chicken soup until the pot was dry, almost burned the place down.
You talk too much. Hey, Sis isn't feeling well, and you're still making her worry?
Am not!
Enough, you two. As soon as you two walk in, the hospital turns into a karaoke pub.
It's all her!
Please, it wasn't me. It's you!- It so was you!
Man Qing, quick. Go home and catch up on sleep. It'll be enough with us here.
That's right. Hurry and go home.
Be good. Go back!
Fine, then I'll leave first.
Do you guys want me to bring lunch at noon?
Don't worry. The hospital cafeteria is really convenient.
That's right. Remember, be good and obedient,
when you get back, get some sleep before getting back up to study.
Got it. Or else you'll get wrinkles at 20. How ugly would that be?
Don't forget to--- I'll remember, I'll remember.
Be careful on the road.
Don't worry.
Be careful!
She's thinner.
That's right... her dark circles got darker.
You two, come sit here.
Sis, you want anything?
It's already exam time,
I don't want Man Qing to worry about me.
So you two also have to keep the secret for me.
Sis, what are you talking about? Don't scare us!
It's lymph cancer.
Tumor... is hiding. Here.
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What's so funny?
What are you guys so happy about?
Can you tell me?
What speed should I use,
to catch up to your joyful world.
Don't leave me behind.
Please, don't leave me behind!!
(You must test into the best college!)- I must test into the best college!!
(Only your happiness,)
(can make us smile despite our suffering and exhaustion.)- I must be very happy!!
(So you must, absolutely must...)
(...help win back for us all that we've lost.)
I must, absolutely must win it all back!!
I waited for you in the library for a long time,
and I couldn't reach your cellphone.
Zhong Man Qing?
It really is you!
Uh, I couldn't reach your cellphone,
I thought I'd try my luck, and see if you were home,
if you wanted to...
...go ride the bike together.
It's too coincidental!
You have to give us strength...-Why can't you trust that mom plans what's best for you...?It's lymph cancer...
...Find a son-in-law we all like...
That's the kind of strength we all need.
Did you know how my dad taught me back then?
He didn't teach me anything.
I just got on, and he gave me a cruel push.
Amid some screaming,
I finally became, the 'bicycle genius.'
But almost became "cursed genius."
Is it because
last time I said you didn't 'sincerely listen' to me,
so you're...
Are you listening?
Your dad let you become a bicycle genius?
My dad says, there's no other way to learn how to ride a bike.
The only way is to make some terrible falls first.
Is that so?
Even though my age
can't let you have the feeling of a dad's security,
but I'm really good at teaching people how to ride!
And I swear, I'll never be like me dad, ignoring you after shoving you off.
Did you dad tell you I wanted to learn to ride a bike?
What else did he tell you?
My dad?
Told me a lot. For example,
to 'sincerely listen' to others speaking.
Don't just like someone for their looks.
Don't date for the sake of dating.
To really understand someone, being that "patio near the water" might not be necessary,
but more to understand their likes.
Be more involved in those likes.
When someone stumbles, give them a hand. Don't--
Here, let me hold steady--- Didn't he say I need to fall terribly a few times first?
Then let me fall!- Hey!
Careful!
Are you okay? Where are you hurt?
Is it really painful?
Losing a mother...
... hurts more than this.
How many more times more will it hurt?
About million times more.(Technically 10,000...)
What are you doing?- I want to practice.
Are you crazy?- Let me practice!
Just what happened?
Can you tell me?
I will 'listen very sincerely.'
Really.
After losing your mom,
how did you get to where you are now?
First: Carefully,
clean out all the dirt that would scrape open the wound again.
Second: Put on some medicine.
Third:
Wait for time to scab the wound over.
Once the scab falls off,
it'll leave behind some pink scars.
As time passes,
the color turns dark.
If you don't look carefully,
you won't be able to find the scar.
But I can touch it myself.
When the seasons change,
I can feel it.
Only I know it,
that it always exists.
That scar,
is it here?
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It's here.
After my dad shoved me, I got a huge bump on my head.
And then I blacked out.
After I awoke,
I only saw my dad's worried face.
And then continuously
caressing my head with his huge palms.
I suddenly,
really miss
Perfect Daddy.
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(Why aren't you a Perfect Daddy?)
Man Qing, what's wrong?
(You should still be deeply in love with your deceased wife.)
(So that's why you're tormented by being unable to take good care of your most dear son.)
You should always be reliving your memories.
(So that's why you immerse yourself in work to numb the pain away.)
You don't have the courage to be happy again.
Because happiness already came,
but left again.
No one,
can replace
your wife's place in your heart.
Because there's only one true love.
You should be like that!
(Should be like that!)
That's a "Perfect Daddy"!
Why aren't you like that?!
Why?
Where are you right now?
Now, whenever I'm afraid,
who can hold me tight?
Man Qing!
When I fall,
who will give me a hand?
Zhong Man Qing!
I'm sorry. I don't know why I came here spewing nonsense.
I'm sorry!!
I'll leave right away.
I'm sorry!
What's wrong?
Regardless of what happened,
you can tell me when you feel like it.
I promise I'll stay by your side.
[Dad, I love everything about today so much.Thank you.]
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If this world didn't have so much injustice,
Really.
I've already agreed with myself,
There's too much gratitude,
so there's no room for hatred.
But what else can I hate?
Hate that my mom had a bad life?
Or hate myself for being powerless?
Aiyo! I'm so useless!
I have so many things to do,
where do I have time for crying?
There are so many things to strive for,
to test into the top university,
to graduate with the best grades,
and to find a career everyone envies.
And marry a most perfect man.
To live the most blessed life.
I MUST fulfill mommy's wish.
MUST!
I want to!!
Start tomorrow.
Today we take the day off.
So cry all you want.
Cry out all your pains.
All the injustice you've endured, pour them out.
No holding back, cry until you've had enough.
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Then can you...
pretend to be my dad,
and give me a hug?
[Dad,
I love everything about today so much.]
[Thank you.]
That person... was your boyfriend?
He's...
he's my dad.
Your dad?
He's so handsome, and so young!
That's right. Everyone says so.
Mm.
Here, it's done. You're all set.
She doesn't need a tetanus shot or anything?
No need. It was only superficial.
Thank you.
Here, let me do it.
So jealous of you.
What's she jealous of?
Nothing,
just... I lied to her saying you're my dad.
The doctor prescribed some antibiotics. Remember to follow the instructions on the label.
Thank you for accompanying me to the doctor.
Thank you for crying with me.
When you need... a dad. I'll always be here.
I'll change the cellphone.
What?
I meant...
Then I'll be a shameless rascal,and keep my 'comforter' with you.
I will keep it carefully.
Then I'll head up and stay with my mom now.
Good night.
What do I do?
I can't bear it much longer.
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Why aren't you asleep yet?
I'm not sure if it was a prank or a thief,
someone threw something and broke the window upstairs.
I was so scared,
but you weren't here,
so I had to call--- Dad,
I already checked the backyard. Nothing unordinary.
It was probably a prank.
Thankfully, the windows upstairs is made of plexy glass.
It only cracked, didn't shatter. I've already glued it secure.
Thank you. Thank god you're here.
Why didn't you report to the police?
It's already so late, if a bunch of police were to come,it'd scare the kids.
You weren't here.
Mo Fan needed to talk to me about something.
I'm sorry.
Yu En, I'm sorry.
It's nothing, dad. Besides, it's Sunday tomorrow.
I fried some fish fillet. You two father and son have some.
Thank you Auntie.
Uncle Mo Fan still won't descend down (to earth)?
He set up some greenhouses lately.
Started studying organic vegetables.
He's obsessed with it.
Any results?
Finally, grew a watermelon... about the size of a guava.
Dad,
thank you.
Thank me for what?
Thank you for your suggestion... "bicycle lesson".
Man Qing learned how?
Like Uncle Mo Fan's watermelon... it'll succeed someday.
We barely started, and she already fell twice in a row.
It hurt so much she kept crying.
But she refused to complain.
Really...
...too stubborn.
Dad, you seem to be really close to Man Qing.
Really?
Maybe it's because we chatted a littlewhen she came to return the wallet.
Why?
Nothing, just... I wanted to understand her a little more.
Don't know why, but I want to know more things about her.
Maybe it's because she's really weird.
Either she doesn't concentrate on listening to others,
or she'll have an intent gaze,
as though she can see through your heart.
But I think something happened to her today.
I really wanted to asked, but was afraid to be too nosy.
But at least, she asked me some things today.
From those questions, I finally felt like...
I might, a tiny little bit...
... understand her better.
Dad,
thank you for your advice.
You heard everything?
Don't be afraid.
Stop worrying.
Chemotherapy, surgery... the doctors have many ways for mom to keep on living well.
Besides, I won't let god take me away so easily.
You said so.
Of course.
We can't admit defeat!
You know? Especially you.
You are mommy's
only reason to keep on living.
You are mommy's only strength to overcome sickness and pain.
So you must never disappoint me.
Man Qing, you must never disappoint me.
I know. I know...
We both can't admit defeat.
♫ Things as feelings cannot be forced ♫
♫ When you look back, you'll understand ♫
♫ A sea of flowers, waking to a flurry of white snow
♫ They don't exist ♫
♫ If you can swim ashore... ♫
♫ No one wants to be alone ♫
♫ No matter how strong our hearts are, ♫
♫ people will always need another ♫
♫ The water is warm, though the mountain is cold. ♫
♫ Love is not unwavering, and it's hard find a satisfying end ♫
♫ Rather than feeling sadness, ♫
♫ why not be more understanding to yourself? ♫
♫ It's fine that no one is King Kong ♫
♫ We can understand what love is ♫
♫ If we don't let go of the pain, how will we be free? ♫
♫ Life is unknown, and so it is wonderful ♫
♫ Things as feelings cannot be forced ♫
♫ When you look back, you'll understand ♫
♫ A sea of flowers, waking to a flurry of white snow ♫
♫ They don't exist ♫
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